Erwin Belldandy
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Erwin Belldandy
Hello everyone,
I am open to topics about how to live our lives as hybrids and how we plan for "what's next".
Personally I have had a hard time keeping a job in this world. Sometimes I think if I lived in europe it would have been easier, but I doubt that. Living in society has been hard for me. I feel (hopefully) now I am ready to keep a steady job (or keep steady work). Has anyone heard 27 is the new 18? In other words "kids" start to get ready, or that is, become ready, at 27 or thereabouts instead of 18 to leave home. I just turned 27 and I feel I am finally ready. Wish me luck, I just got a new Vespa, and it's time to get a job. I hope I don't die on it! LoL
driving can be dangerous, esp. in Albuquerque, or the United States for that matter.
~Aaron
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"And don't forget, for a fight to the death, you need a proper battlefield!"~Belldandy
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1/18/2007, 11:34 pm
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Previously I have felt I should never post on this board unless I absolutely "have to" or am making some kind of big statement or psychological move. I've been purposely keeping myself from integrating too much "woo woo" so I can stay focused on the pain most people experience. There is alot of taboo that surrounds any kind of "woo woo" and folks have alot of hate for anything that is too different. In some ways I have intentionally let that hate get the better of me. Focusing on the way they would like me to appear, or that is, avoiding getting to deep (even with internet relationships) into anything "woo woo". I want to try to integrate the hybrid mentality into my real life now. I think I am ready to face living a life from my heart. But will I ever stop smoking cigarettes! Not for now. Though I know it's bad for my health.
~Aaron
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1/18/2007, 11:38 pm
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i know a story about a very high end meditating monk who was pure in thought and energy body.
He has lived in a village outside the city on the mountains, with clear air and water from the source and a silent lifetime he had, too.
Once a friend, who lived in a city invited him to visit him, the monk knew already, he was to pure to go there, so he began to smoke and to listen to noises, to "integrate" himself into the city life.There are situations where we need to integrate deeply into our environment,
and we can genuinely feel, whats goes around us
we can separate the noise created within us nowadays we are creators of this dissonances.
Even if we are crazy for silence, we create noise with it and about this matter.
The we/me/you i left out.everyone should guess this feeling by being alive.
These combinations of transcendence, big dreams, practice and past life regression are destiny,everything changes...
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3/29/2007, 8:52 pm
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cigarettes smoking alien (remember the MIB movie) lol
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3/27/2008, 7:43 pm
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