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the passion encoded in the DNA.
Your brain is thanking about? i just wander
I AM the goddess of surrender emoticon
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I have dreams that feel like they are coming close to touching on reality. But right when the dreamworld would collide with the real world, I wake up. Right at that pivotal moment when reality would clash with dreams I cannot bridge the two. I wake up and it's over.

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A dream is restless like reality is.
Reality is kind of hitting hard to an individual while a dream disconnects sometimes.
However for some reason we cant be disconnected for long aslike we cant be hit hard for long time.Also like never being connected to something or
being hit from something ever makes a reality or dream as quite real it is.
A reality is just effortable to join if any matrix can encode it.
A dream is just effortable to join if it triggers any special key.

Can't we stop or do we want to stop? Do we ever stop? This a funny-serious question anyway.

And remember, why do you want to 'clash' something.Do you see any effort in this?

I remember i asked a girl "What is the one"?
She answered it is love.
I cant see anything special to it until now nor building a legion against it.
Also cant stop alienate ppl with my toughts its just to much fun or addiction.
There is no need to share toughts but we do sometimes.And if if you dont do, ppl will find it out and do you...emoticon
Illusion can be fun and pain in the ass to a nerd...



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What country are you from Allesh?

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Im born in Russia.
Im living in Europe, does it matter?
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It's your english. It's hard to understand.

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Well, my English is just my - no offence emoticon

I tought about your dreams/reality issue.
Do u think u can meditate on it?

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See you said "Well, my English is just my - no offence " and that just makes NO SENSE! WHAT IN HEAVENS NAME ARE YOU TRYING TO SAY! LOL
I think you are saying "My English is my own and that's the way I say it" That is the gist I got from it anyways and I'm probably right.

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I thought about your dreams/reality issue.

Do u think u can meditate on it?



There is nothing to meditate on. I don't meditate anymore. My life is more like a slow moving meditation in some senses. Sometimes I think I am trying to break new ground. Sometimes I think I am just doing mostly nothing. In any case I love those dreams that get so vivid and it's like I'm getting a preview of a possible reality. But I always wake up before it gets REALLY good.

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I wanted to say i have my own English style and i like it it is because i am dont dependent on English language ,ppl got problem with this can go and dont read, some pll who can guess i try to use diffrent modes of communication but however i am not dependent on this i just expand the sense/reason about it, hope it works , i hope it will get better, nothing else...
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