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Kirkus Hammettus
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dun dun dun!!!!!! tia was expecting Cliff's child?!?!?! fug.
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Okies ppl here we go with the next update!. Enjoy!.
I felt for his left hand. I held it up in front of our faces. His wedding ring shining in the sun.
"How you going to tell Lani?"
Discreetly he put himself away and got up.
"I don't know, every feeling i had for you is back! and stronger than ever" he said
But i couldn't look at him, i wish i could agree, but knowing he was married.
"Kirk i just don't know, i don't know if i can open myself up. Plus i'm going to be the ***** that broke up your marriage; cos you know the press will have a field day over this".
"Tia i need you: now i've got you, i'm not going to give up on you; my heart will always belong to you. No one else. Yes i love and married Lani but it's not really real for me anyway. To be honest i'm not even sure why i really her in the first place".
"You only think its real because of the feelings it dredged up. Yes i've missed you desparately over the years; but i have no intention on breaking up a marriage, especially yours. I'd never forgive myself"
"Fine! we better get back; the others will be starting rehearsals soon".
We walked in silence back to the car. The drive back was so uncomfortable. He wouldn't talk to me or look at me. When we got back to the theatre he got out of the car slamming the door hard; i put head on my hands, while holding the steering wheel and i cried. The door on my side opened, and a pair of arms went round me. It was James.
"God Jamie what have i done? what have i done?"
"Come on out of the carand come here".
I got myself out, and locked the car up.
"**** Tia; what did you say to him?, i haven't seen him this angry in years"
"We talked got the past cleared up: then we....we....****ed on the beach. Then he told me he loved me, and all the feelings he had for me have come back. And.....and he's not really in love with Lani and he doesn't really know why he married her. What the **** am i going to do?"
"Nothing don't do anything. Just give him a chance too cool off; he'll be fine, come on lets get some coffee it's just been made". he said quietly
I followed James to the kitchen/diner. I took a steaming mug from Lars. I excused myself saying i had a meeting to go too; but i went and hid in the girls dressing room instead. I showered and re-made myself up. I had to be ready to face everyone again. I couldn't let on what had happened between me and Kirk ever. A little later i ran into Jason.
"Hey dude" i said
"Hi...huh, Tia right?"
"Yeah got it in one!"
"So they treating you any better?"
"Yeah....things are great" he said as an after thought.
I knew he was lying; but i decided to play dumb.
"Good glad to hear it! so how's Kirk now?"
"Still really angry"
"Ok i better stay away then....anyway i better go got a light show to design!" i said not really sure what to say to him
"Bye"
"See ya round".
I went back to the lighting booth and tried to come up with some lighting designs to go with the song list i'd been handed. But i couldn't concentrate: all i could think about was what has happened, and the fact he was so damn angry. Was this really my fault? i hadn't asked for any of this. I was just here to do a job '**** it' i thought to myself.
"Jack mate here's the song list, can you start throwing some designs together please? i'm gonna go get some coffee do you want some too?"
"Uuumm boss....uumm that'll be good thanks" he said looking at me like a scared rabbit caught in the headlights
"Christ Jack i'm not gonna bite you!. Please call me Tia it makes me uncomfortable being called 'boss'"
"Sorry"
"I'll be back shortly ok?"
"Yeah" he said still nervous.
I made my way to the kitchen; Kirk still on my mind. When i got there who should be there--Kirk.
"Kirk..."
"Tia"
He was still angry.
"This is not my fault ok?" i burst out
He just looked at me.
"I mean it i'm not taking the blame for this. I never asked for this!: i was perfectly happy till you showed up!" i shouted
"Tia calm down. Stop getting your knickers in a twist; it's not you i'm angry at; it's myself and for what i've done to Lani"
"I only have one question; are you going to tell her?"
"i don't know; part of me says yes and another part of me says no" he shrugged
"All i'll say is if you do keep her away from me!"
"It won't be your fault. It'll be me that'll pay for it!"
"Maybe then you shouldn't tell her what we did then"
"Tell me what?" a voice came from behind us
We both spun round to find Lani stood there arms crossed over her chest.
"What's going on?"
"Ah nothing sweetheart, it's nothing"
"Who's she?, you two seem rather comfy" she asked scathingly
"This is an old friend of mine, Lani meet Tia, Tia this is Lani"
"Pleasure- now whats going on?" she asked demandingly.
But he couldn't answer her, he looked from Lani to me. Then dropped his gaze. I heard him mumble something.
"What did you say?" i asked
"Tia leave us please"
"Uumm just let me...."
"GO NOW!" he said loudly and firmly.
So i left the room. I stood outside the door with my forehead pressed aginst the wall; trying not to listen. when someone came up to me on my left and put a hand on my shoulder.
"Eerr what's up?"
"**** James, Lani over heard me and Kirk talking. Now their in there"
"**** it! i thought i told you not to do anything"
"I didn't!. All i did was go and get a couple of cups of coffee!"
"How much was heard?"
"To be honest i'm not sure"
"What the **** was said?"
"I told him it wasn't my fault. He tried to make me stop and he said he was angry at himself and not me. So i asked him if he was going to tell Lani he said he didn't know. If he did it wasn't my fault. He'd be the one to pay for it. So i said maybe you shouldn't tell her then and thats when she walked in and demanded to know what was going on".
Just then we heard the sound of china smashing and someone yelling
"****!!" both me and James exclaimed together
We both went flying in to find Lani and lobbed a mug at Kirk. But by the grace of god it missed him by inches.
"Lani stop it" yelled James
"**** off Hetfield" she said ice in her eyes
"Really Lani stop" i said
"Get out of my face you slut!, this is your fault!"
With that i punched her in the nose.
"Call me a slut again...."
"Whoa! calm down the pair of you!" said and angry James
James grabbed me and dragged me out of the room, leaving Kirk to deal with Lani.
"**** girl who taught you to fight?"
"Living in New York i had to learn to defend myself!"
"Well nice going and all, but what you going to say to Kirk now?"
"I don't ****ing know, but one things for sure i feel better!" we both giggled
"Go get some work done for ****s sake" James said to me
"Hey you too!"
"Later"
"Yeah, later dude!".
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TO POSTWHORE!!!! Yeah baby!!!
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SHE PUNCHED LANI!!?? WRITEMORE! WRITE MORE TODAY! K for oo
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Right just so you know i've posted the entirty of this story over on the new chicks board along with a new brand spanking chapter thanks to everyone for your support
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Aww so sweet..and sad and lovely, oooo write more write more.
it's sad... lovely... and very interesting! 
