wills
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Today I Said Good-bye
Couldn't sleep so I wrote this and posted it . Sorry if it doesn't make any sense I haven't slept very well the last several weeks so I decided to type ..probably a bad idea lol..
anyway read and enjoy....
Today I Said Good-bye:
Today I said good-bye to an old friend,
one that I thought would be 'round till the end.Many a thoughts we had shared but never did she care.
Now as I write all I can muster is a blank stare. A stare that I can not let go of. One that will be on my face ,for now is the time to make haste and run the other way.
She has loosened the ties that bound a friendship . The ties that bound our friendship for more then 107 years. This she did with no tears. Could I have been truely that bad that not even an ounce of dignity was spared for me. Instead ..a knife had been wedged in my back deeper then the ocean that took my life so long ago. For the friendship that once was there is surely gone now. So to that I take a bow to God above and ask ...What now?To have a friend turn foe is unimaginable but to have it done in such a way I still can not comprehend the full reason of the whys? and hows?
Perhaps someday ,once the tides has followed the waves back out to sea :I can go with them and find my true friend of yesteryears...I can truely find my friend again .The one that I had at the beginning ..the one that said BEST FRIENDS till the end.
This is what happens when a friend becomes an enemy. Though a friend she never truely was at least I know now .. even though it is the end.
Wills
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Suicide is a permenant solution to a temporay problem........
Whatever obstacles control,
Go on, true heart,
thou'lt reach the goal.
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wills~~~~~
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Apr/25/2007, 3:34 am
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Re: Today I Said Good-bye
Good for you, Wills. Good for you. Sorry that it had to be this way...but, on the other hand--doesn't it seem now that a tremendous weight has finally been lifted from off of your shoulders? With a friend like her, who needed enemies, right?
Now, we can get on with our lives by putting the past behind us, and move forward...forward to better things.
MA
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For I am not ashamed of the gospel of Christ: for it is the power of God unto salvation to everyone that believeth. ~ Romans 1:16
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Apr/25/2007, 2:45 pm
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